feeling quite..i shud say emo now...i duno..something's troubling me big time..but i just cant figure out wad it is..damn sian-ed..never in my life have i been so affected by my moods to this extent..i mean..when i jus sat alone jus now..den i as usual..started to think bout things..den became damn emo..nearly like tear..rahhh...wad wrong with u germ?i realli got no idea...
today saw damn a lotta pple..when i boarded the train..saw wee qing alighting..den on the train saw jinsheng..den saw kim's fren(melvin i think)...den after that saw shuenlin's classmates..den when i came back..I SAW WEE QING AGAIN!ahaha..
hmm..okie..there's a reason why i'm saying that i'm not me right now..i think i became a lot quieter..i duno..and today was just NOT THE DAY.wanted to go bishan..den went to the bus stop..quite sure i saw a 2-digit bus coming..so i boarded without thinking too much..den FREAK!the bus turn left..means i'm on 105..hell noes why..wanted to get down the bus..but it was too crowded.poor me couldnt move..so yea..took all the way to toapayoh..went to mrt..and got into the wrong train..had to take back..boooo..den went to trudy's house..den i forgot the floor..duno wad was i doing..i went 15, 16, 17, back to 15,17,16,1 den 18..oh well except got the back to 1st floor...i climbed the rest..bahhh..tell me wadz wrong with me?
i duno.there's many things i wanna say.i duno where to start.i duno who to tell..i jus feel so helpless.why do people behave like that?no i dun expect people to treat me how i treat them.but at least give me some basic attention and respect?why are people so superficial?blahh..more of people in nanyang..no i am not shooting anyone here..i mean..i've been trying hard to find real true frens in ny that i can realli trust..except a handfull..the rest..i duno?i'm jus so.........god noes..but at least i haf that few.hmm..i duno...stop thinking germ..u're thinking too much..perhaps itz plus the many comments i haf about council oso..aha..no one to tell oso..so no point saying anything.goodnite germ!
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